If you were here

If you were here
Everything would be different

If you were here
I wouldn't have to force myself to understand things that I don't even have to at my age

If you were here
You will always have my back even when the whole world doubts me

If you were here
I will always feel secure

If you were here
I don't have to please people that I don't feel like it

If you were here
I will definitely be a happier me

But now you are not here anymore
Forced coping is the word that can best describe me
Being strong is the only option that I have


I may seem to take things easily
But God knows in fact how hard it is

Sometimes I even feel tired of myself
Sometimes I just feel like shutting myself off
Escaping from things that I don't feel like dealing with

Daddy, you know how terribly I want you back
I miss you so so so so so much
All I need now is you, the hero in my heart that no one can ever replace